Carol's Page

心说, 脑说.

2011-05-31T00:32:00.000+08:00

我明明告诉自己，我不能继续喜欢他但我不能放过. 当他发送短信我会放下一切,回应他.对我来说这是一件很快乐的事.我想这是心说一件事脑说一件事巴？:/

我想说的是，我们无法预测一切，一切都不会按计划进行.

<其实我是一个香蕉所以我很为自己感到自豪写中文短消息. :)>

The Right Evaluation Made. :)

2010-12-28T19:19:00.003+08:00

"WHEEEEEEEEEEEE"! HAHA. When a person begins their sentence with a "WHEEE" as the first word, no doubts that he or she is really happy. As mentioned on my previous post, I sent him a message with no replies till then. I shall thank a friend of mine, Eve who gave me the idea of taking the initiative to start up a conversation on FB chat. I never knew that my evaluation towards him was right if I hadn't made that move. Hi with a smile was my first word to him and the exact thing he replied. LOL. The conversation became longer and longer then, added each other on MSN. He is really friendly, just like what I could tell before knowing him. He is really quiet and shy type in front of strangers, once you get to know him, he will be really talkative. He is a good guy deep inside. So, indeed he is. The right evaluation ehh? ;D

Purple 'tongyuen'! :)

2010-12-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

Have you ever heard of 'tongyuen' or more commonly known as rice balls in English? It's those round colorful balls made from glutinous rice flour. Oh, well. Light green, orange, red and all the normal light colors are probably the the only colors if you have seen but my mom and I did something special this year. Instead of putting those coloring which is bad for our body, we mixed dragon fruit so that it will turn purple. Real purple. Soon we will be trying mango or pumpkin to get yellow color. Natural, healthy and more striking colors! Creative, ehh? :)

Remember my last post stating that my tuition mate added me on FB? I sent him a message right after I accepted his request but sad to mention that there wasn't any replies, not even now! :( I don't anything difficult for a person to reply such easy questions like "how did you find me on FB?" Gergh.. I seriously dislike people ignoring my questions, it is not like I'm asking, " Hey, how do you build a rocket with the greatest speed to reach the moon?". =.=""

My Very Very Very First Day of Work! =/

2010-12-16T01:55:00.000+08:00

I found a job and started working yesterday as a promoter in The Curve, promoting Ralph Lauren and Giorgio Armani's perfume. If you spotted a girl with the height of 5 ft 3" in white pants, red shirt with a ponytail hairstyle, no fringe leaving on my face, that's me! =D Oh, well. I got sick of those smell now. I couldn't differentiate at all. I was shocked to see coffee beans when we were setting up the booth. First thing came in my mind was like," Why do we need these beans? Another type of fragrance or something?". I know it didn't make sense. Actually, it is for neutralization. HAHA. you know, when a person smells too many types of perfume, he or she won't be able to differentiate anymore. Therefore, COFFEE BEANS are the hero! =.= It was bored, I shall say. Watching people passed by, looking at hot guys(of course! That's what teenage girls are into!=P), betting with my friend on who would buy and who would accept the scent card we gave and etc.! I spotted quite a number of hot guys though. More on Caucasians but there were also a fewwwwwwwww Asians. Oh! When I mention a fewwwwwwwwww, that means it might probably be 2 or 3 only. HAHA! There were also people who were kind and well-mannered BUT some were a bitch! Tsk. Tsk. Oh, well.. Most of the unfriendly ones were mostly locals, sad huh? I was giving out the scent card, so this little about 14-year-old and sorry to mention, not-so-good-looking happened to pass by me. I'm not trying to say I'm pretty-lah but seriously by just a glance you would feel like punching her! She has this curly hair and fringe, somewhat arrogant look. I didn't want to give her at first but she was so near to me, so the kind-hearted part of me was asking me to give out. What was the worst? She didn't bother to take, ignoring me as if I was invisible, walking into my path, banged my shoulder whilst playing with her annoyingly retarded curly fringe. Okay! Too much info about this grandma-looking girl. LOL! Paboo! =P And blisters love my feet ehh? It is all over my feet now. Sad case. ='( There were also moments when I laughed to no end. =)

Hmm... Something special happened to make my heart fluttered like a colorful butterfly's wings. HAHA! Once I got home, the first place I rushed into was my bathroom after putting down my bag. After that refreshing shower I had, logging into Facebook was my first thing to do. A friend request! I thought it was someone I don't know, like someone scary(OMG. I always have scary-looking people adding me but I won't approve nor reject them.=.=) but anyways, happened to be the person I have been looking for on Facebook all the while. He managed to find me before I did. With a teddy bear profile picture, not my face and without any mutual friend. In fact, I wonder how and my name is so common. CAROLINE LEE. He is my tuition mate, have never tried talking to each other also. Weird and surprising huh? No lovey dovey feelings for this person but just that I feel he is a good and nice guy from my evaluation. HEHE. Stalking is my favourite task! BWAHAHAHA! I went through his photos, a little. ;D

-The End-

Books? Dramas? =O

2010-12-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I have problems dealing with books. BOOKS HATE ME! T.T Neither fantastic story books like Harry Potter series nor by Stephanie Meyer, the Twilight series could attract me. No patience to read.=/ Not to mention those with series and each and every book is like thousands of pages, the current I'm reading is Dear John which is only like 335pages and I'm already struggling to finish it! 27th of March 2010, was when the book was bought in MPH, OU. And what month is it now? Oh, yeah! It's December 2010 already. Wow. Almost 9 months. FYI, I keep the receipt as my bookmark. Carol can do it! Tsk. Tsk. The only one I managed to complete the whole book throughout my life was, A Walk To Remember. Oh, well. Pretty much a huge accomplishment huh? And yeah, when I was younger, I read Peter and Jane! About 20 pages, majoring in photos? Crazy, I know. HAHAHA! A round of big applause to Carol The Great! I tried reading others but seriously I could hardly read half of it. LOL! I'm saving the Earth by not buying so many books on the other hand. Lesser trees will be cut off. Hehe. =D

Dramas oh dramas! They love me. HAHAHA! I can finish up to 20 episodes in one day. Awesome, right? Jowy has been calling me aunt Carol for doing so, ditching her on Skype over some dramas. I have been watching korean dramas lately. Goong, Playful Kiss, Boys Over Flower, You're beautiful(still watching), Coffee Shop Prince will be next! HAHAHA! I just realized KIM HYUNG JOONG is Louise's guy. He is not bad overall but I STILL THINK THAT HE IS GAY! HAHAHA! =/ Some Hong Kong ones as well. Gun Metal Grey or is it Grey Metal Gun? HAHAHA.

No idea. I just love the machine that I can download dramas, go on Facebook.com, blog, and etc. but not that object with hundreds of papers made from chopped-down trees. Trees have feelings, too! I feel sad for those trees. Anyways, I'm still determined to complete that book! T.T

Ditchers! D:

2010-12-04T00:25:00.001+08:00

Thanesh the nene! He's in Bali, I think? D=

JOWYNNA YEO "SCARE YOU"! Shanghai! D=

Lastly, Louise Choong! Japan! OMG. Your picture took me too long to load so I had to stop uploading it because I was so sleepy. =S

ALL THE FELLAS DITCHED ME AND I MISS THEM SO MUCH RIGHT NOW! MS. 'SCARE YOU', ISH! ISH! =(

Of course, they are more in Malaysia but:-
1. Mel, Korean dramas.
2. Kath, needless to explain further.
3. Fab, on the same boat with Kath.
4. Kwok Wing, Wushu.
5. Joon Keet, Scouts.
6. Shen, at least better. :)
7. Sern, tsk. tsk. Mommy asked to sleep earlier.
8. Ivan, useless son. Lost. LOL! I have no idea.

& a lot more but more or less the same old lame reasons-lah! Ahish! ;S

Good-bye, Fats! :D

2010-12-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

Our gang walked from DePastry, Manjalara to Desa Park City! LOL! It was quite windy actually. I accidentally stepped on Fab then pushed Jowynna, and what's worse? I left one of my slippers in middle of the street! The traffic light was turning green!!!:O When we were about to reach DPC, Jowynna saw a ~~FROG~~! Grass, actually. She went crazy, screaming as if it was the world was going to end. Ha! Ha! Ha! Oh, well! It's the usual her.=P There was nothing to do in DPC after a long walk. They decided to go Tesco or is it Kepong Village? Crazy fellas. Sadly, I have class to go so I couldn't follow them to watch Rapunzel!=( There was no cake cutting session in DePastry and the best eater of the day goes to *drum rolls* Ivan Liew Kiew Hoong! :D

Mr. IDON'TKNOWWHATTONAMEYOU?

2010-12-02T01:38:00.001+08:00

It's a good thing that you finally sway yourself into something more realistic! Instead of naming yourself in Japanese with your name following behind, you canceled the Japanese words off. Not so 'seafood-ish', at least.:) I'm not trying to indicate that putting Japanese or Korean names shows how 'seafood-ish' is the person, it is just how Mr. IDON'TKNOWWHATTONAMEYOU named himself on Facebook. I have always wondered why Asian guys prefer girls with loads of makeup, colored contacts, fair. I don't find anything extraordinary in them no matter which angle I try to look at. Oh, well. I have no rights to evaluate what type of chics he is into.:/ I don't know why I still think about you at times, checking on you through Facebook though I told myself I have let go of you for umpteen times. My heart fails to follow what my brain says perhaps? BTW, it's Mel's sweet sixteen today! Hoppy Borthday, Mel! :D Looking forward for a happier day! No doubt it will because we are going to celebrate her sweet sixteen! How do we spell party???? LOL! P.A.R.T.Y!!!! Time for a little cream to be smudged on her face!:D

Carol feels bad and a little mean..........Oh, wait! Probably it's a good move! =D

2010-11-26T22:51:00.002+08:00

Don't walk into my life if you intend to leave me!

"You're stupid and I never want to talk to you again"...5 minutes later.. "I love you."

If I text you, means I miss you, if I don't, means I'm waiting for you to miss me.

As seen above, these lines are often seen on my Facebook homepage liked by my friends. Sometimes, I might think negatively especially for SOME PEOPLE.

Hmm.. Let's start with the first! Don't walk into my life if you intend to leave me? Actually have you ever thought of why that person will leave your life?? I can tell you clearly. The very first thing, how did you treat him/her? Leaving one behind and only look for him/her when you got no one to talk with? If you are treating him/her like a piece of shit, even the most loyal and innocent person on Earth will leave you eventually. I'm not only talking about couples but also being friends or anything. As a friend, you don't only compare your academic performance. What are you afraid of huh? I mean it's not a bad thing to have a little bit of competition but Mr. IDON'TKNOWWHATTONAMEYOU!, you have gone overboard. I feel really annoyed every time you ask me about all these. Once in a while is all right but not doing it too often. One question I would really want to ask you, is that the only topic you have to talk about with me? After all the good memories we had, is that all? From I fell for you, insanely to letting go, started to accept you as a brother-like friend, I really liked it until the particular period you stopped being caring,only text to ask about results, not sharing your stories and blah blah blah. So I guess I didn't intend to leave you until how you treated me.*This is specially written for Mr. IDON'TKNOWWHATTONAMEYOU.*

Well, for the second. Nothing much about Mr. IDON'TKNOWWHATTONAMEYOU. From the starting of the year till June 10' was really fun and sweet. I could sense that you indeed had some feelings for me and so was I. I missed those moments when you woke me up every Saturday morning, my cell phone was vibrating all day long, had sweet talk and etc. but you didn't confess. Anyways, I should thank God you didn't. After knowing you longer, it took some time for me to realize that you are a playboy. Liking one girl after another but I was okay with it because I was already 40% out of the love circle, I supposed? As days passed by, my cell phone began to not vibrate that often anymore(I put my phone on silent mode, so please don't think sick especially Jowy.;D) You told me that finals were coming soon months back, so we should stopped texting. I understood that part but after finals, you didn't bother to text anymore. Oh, well.... You did! Just to ask about results only.=.= You were actually complaining that I replied late the other day? Have you ever thought before you typed? How many times have you done this to me and I have never complained about this. That was my very first time and you were saying those words to me? Pfft! Get a life man. Oh, wait. It should be,'Get a life,little boy with no guts!' *To a person who has never talked face-to-face with me before, you shouldn't be known as a man.*

Lastly, "If I text you means I miss you, if I don't, means I'm waiting for you to miss me." From now onwards, I feel reluctant to reply you already, don't even hope that I will even start up a topic to chat with you. You should be grateful if I reply you. I won't miss you anymore, I guess. I have a better life to live on but I will still be hoping for the old Mr. IDON'TKNOWWHATTONAMEYOU I used to know. The caring, funny one not the newest you who is really 'kiasu'. So I think what I did yesterday was quite a good step to forget about you as a person I used to liked and a brother-like friend unless the old you is back but I guess the percentage of it is only 20%?=S

That's all for now! Ciao! :D

Louise's Sweet Sixteen! =D

2010-08-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

Louise's head on fire!!! hahaha!

Teehee!

2010-07-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

I realised that after letting go of him could be such a relieved! Pheww.. I seriously have got no idea what is he thinking all the while actually... He gives me hope at times but when i think there's hope, he wiped it off.. He always make me spinning in a circle with no way out.. I feel like a tool, being used by him when it's necessary. For instance, he only texts me when he's bored. Once he got his boredom filled with something cool, he didn't bother about me at all..=(
That's all i'm moaning today.. hehehe! Will update soon! =D

Silly me!=S

2010-07-05T17:41:00.000+08:00

*phones vibrates* I was hoping it's going to be his text and guess what?? Oh, it's Hotlink! -.-
Sigh.. Should have known, things have changed. Anyways, I think it's time to give my phone a rest.. Hahaha! I guess it's quite safe to talk about this over here because no one knows the existence of this blog, maybe a few close friends of mine know about my blog. ;) I still need a little time to forget about him.. Will talk more about it when I have time! I don't have time to post up the whole story right now.. It's too long.. In fact, I have class later. Bye! ;)

Tadaaaa!! =D

2010-07-05T16:48:00.000+08:00

Hahaha! Finally I decided to have a blog since I thought of something to write about now.. Will write it some other time when I have the mood.. Let's talk about school today! Hahaha! Win Sern a.k.a Dugong, Sida-sida and Lala, didn't keep his promise... He was supposed to stripped off for coming to school.. Hahahaha!