Carol feels bad and a little mean..........Oh, wait! Probably it's a good move! =D

Don't walk into my life if you intend to leave me!

"You're stupid and I never want to talk to you again"...5 minutes later.. "I love you."

If I text you, means I miss you, if I don't, means I'm waiting for you to miss me.

As seen above, these lines are often seen on my Facebook homepage liked by my friends. Sometimes, I might think negatively especially for SOME PEOPLE.

Hmm.. Let's start with the first! Don't walk into my life if you intend to leave me? Actually have you ever thought of why that person will leave your life?? I can tell you clearly. The very first thing, how did you treat him/her? Leaving one behind and only look for him/her when you got no one to talk with? If you are treating him/her like a piece of shit, even the most loyal and innocent person on Earth will leave you eventually. I'm not only talking about couples but also being friends or anything. As a friend, you don't only compare your academic performance. What are you afraid of huh? I mean it's not a bad thing to have a little bit of competition but Mr. IDON'TKNOWWHATTONAMEYOU!, you have gone overboard. I feel really annoyed every time you ask me about all these. Once in a while is all right but not doing it too often. One question I would really want to ask you, is that the only topic you have to talk about with me? After all the good memories we had, is that all? From I fell for you, insanely to letting go, started to accept you as a brother-like friend, I really liked it until the particular period you stopped being caring,only text to ask about results, not sharing your stories and blah blah blah. So I guess I didn't intend to leave you until how you treated me.*This is specially written for Mr. IDON'TKNOWWHATTONAMEYOU.*

Well, for the second. Nothing much about Mr. IDON'TKNOWWHATTONAMEYOU. From the starting of the year till June 10' was really fun and sweet. I could sense that you indeed had some feelings for me and so was I. I missed those moments when you woke me up every Saturday morning, my cell phone was vibrating all day long, had sweet talk and etc. but you didn't confess. Anyways, I should thank God you didn't. After knowing you longer, it took some time for me to realize that you are a playboy. Liking one girl after another but I was okay with it because I was already 40% out of the love circle, I supposed? As days passed by, my cell phone began to not vibrate that often anymore(I put my phone on silent mode, so please don't think sick especially Jowy.;D) You told me that finals were coming soon months back, so we should stopped texting. I understood that part but after finals, you didn't bother to text anymore. Oh, well.... You did! Just to ask about results only.=.= You were actually complaining that I replied late the other day? Have you ever thought before you typed? How many times have you done this to me and I have never complained about this. That was my very first time and you were saying those words to me? Pfft! Get a life man. Oh, wait. It should be,'Get a life,little boy with no guts!' *To a person who has never talked face-to-face with me before, you shouldn't be known as a man.*

Lastly, "If I text you means I miss you, if I don't, means I'm waiting for you to miss me." From now onwards, I feel reluctant to reply you already, don't even hope that I will even start up a topic to chat with you. You should be grateful if I reply you. I won't miss you anymore, I guess. I have a better life to live on but I will still be hoping for the old Mr. IDON'TKNOWWHATTONAMEYOU I used to know. The caring, funny one not the newest you who is really 'kiasu'. So I think what I did yesterday was quite a good step to forget about you as a person I used to liked and a brother-like friend unless the old you is back but I guess the percentage of it is only 20%?=S

That's all for now! Ciao! :D